Wednesday, March 24, 2004
after madrid i'm gettin freaked out. theres a real air of tension in london at the moment. a terrorist attack seems inevitable really and its scary. scary in how easily it could happen. once the thought manifists in your head the fear runs and runs. today in the cinema three guys walked in to the watch the film. It was 'mona lisa smile' and i thought it weird that 3 guys of there own free will would decide to pick that film. sure Kirsten dunst and maggie gyellenhall are hot hot hot but really, 'mona lisa smile'!
anyhow after 20 minutes they got up and left and the fear took hold. did they leave a bag? was it hooked by a mobile fu? am i crazy? am i going mad? i dunno.
but seriously it's scary. it really is. it's not like northern ireland. I say that with the exception of Omagh. But its different to unexpected terror. If and when something disasterous happens it will come as no surprise to the rest of the world. it's expected and the worst thing is the waiting. These days the tube for me is a no no. silly, stupid, giving in to the terrorists. I'm all that. Most of all though, I'm scared
anyhow after 20 minutes they got up and left and the fear took hold. did they leave a bag? was it hooked by a mobile fu? am i crazy? am i going mad? i dunno.
but seriously it's scary. it really is. it's not like northern ireland. I say that with the exception of Omagh. But its different to unexpected terror. If and when something disasterous happens it will come as no surprise to the rest of the world. it's expected and the worst thing is the waiting. These days the tube for me is a no no. silly, stupid, giving in to the terrorists. I'm all that. Most of all though, I'm scared
